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Spanish class dinner
In order to catch-up on some missing Spanish, our professor invited us to his home this evening for dinner and a study session. Our hosts were generous beyond words with a delicious steak dinner. We also brought some desert (very rich). Discussions were about everything … pet dogs … pink glass cleaner … our Easter break … Narnia (movie & book) … conditional tenses … past perfect subjunctives … que haria Jesus (WWJD) … million dollar dreams … dwarfs … poetry … and more. — a great evening.
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Latin choir + volleyball + Fr Rios
At MASS, the choir sang some awesome Latin hymns, but couldn’t pull off the English ones. 🙂
Afternoon VOLLEYBALL outside with our new (fragile) net in the grass field was great. 3 fun games.
Dinner announcements were done by Fr Rios (very lively and apparently historical/rare).
Eucharistic music video + simplicity
I found this Eucharistic music video on You Tube. It’s a collage of pictures arranged to music by a New Age band called Era (chant of an imaginary language close to Latin). This tune is called “The Mass,” I think …
DOTS — Narnia, Lion, Witch, Wardrobe movie, part 2 (in Spanish) — dish washing duty — Rector’s Conference on “Simplicity of Life” — LOST rerun — Night Prayer 4
care packages from IL kids + LOST 9 ball
SEMINARIAN CARE PACKAGES — After dinner, the Rector randomly gave out a dozen Easter cards written by some elementary school kids from Illinois. They also contained gift certificate cards in them, for gas and more. — WOW … blessings all the way from Illinois … thank you (even though I wasn’t a lottery winner). 🙂
DOTS — worklist (McCarthy House) — worklist 2 (clean our Pre-The house) — Holy Hour (Fr Michael) — brother seminarian’s father dies (CL) — 9 Ball (3 losses) — LOST S2.7n8
David Crowder Band – “O Praise Him” (song)
Since morning prayer, I’ve been singing “O praise Him, Alleluia …” and tried to find a video with it, but found another favorite by David Crowder Band called “O Praise Him” with a simple, but interesting video. Here it is:
DOTS — Narnia, Lion, Witch & Wardrobe (in Spanish) part 1 — Pauline Epistles & Theology in New Testament class — washing dishes duty — Enchanted — (Irish reporter movie?)
Cuban food night
Tonight’s CULTURAL FOOD NIGHT featured Cuban food, which I helped (un pocito) with after classes. Chicken & rice (secret ingredient = Corona), plantains (chips & cooked). — Great eatin’ / delicioso!
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Prayer for the Grace of Letting Go
At Mass today, Fr Santos reflected on a great prayer:
Loving God, I give you thanks for having called me to this great and wonderful adventure called seminary life.
While my heart is filled with joy and my spirit with great excitement, I am slowly discovering that this path I have chosen asks that I give up many things which have already become part of my life.
And let me be honest with you, I’m not finding it easy at all.
It is not always easy to let go of what I’ve gotten used to, Lord.
It’s difficult to let go of late night outings with my friends instead of studying.
It’s difficult to let go of mornings when I can stay in bed instead of going to prayer.
It’s difficult to let go of the good food I enjoy at home.
It’s difficult to let go of the freedom to go wherever and do whatever I please.
It’s difficult to let go of my friends, especially that girl whom I like so much.
It’s difficult to let go of those moments when I choose to be by myself instead of having to deal with others in community.
It’s difficult to let go of my biases, prejudices, and ideas that give me comfort and security.
It’s difficult to let go of many more things, old habits really die hard.
This new life scares me at times too.
How do I know all this letting-go will bear fruit?
How do I know that giving up all these things will result in my becoming happy with the path I have chosen?
How do I know that letting go of my former ambitions and dreams will really allow me to give my life entirely to you?
How do I know that all this sacrifice will make a good priest out of me?
How do I know that I will not fall later on and cause pain and sorrow to your church?
How do I know that this is your will for me and not something I merely imagine?
Speak, Lord, your servant listens.
Let me put my trust completely in you.
Allow me to see that though the initial stage of my journey
may be dark, difficult, and uncertain,
your presence is more that enough to calm my fears,
to lighten my burden, and to give me the strength and courage
to stick to this path that I have chosen,
in the firm conviction that you who have called me asked me
to let go of many things that have given comfort and security to my life
will give me in their stead, the greatest consolation there can be:
the knowledge that wherever I go, whatever happens, whomever I become,
you will always be there to love, guide, and protect me.
— Amen.
back from Easter BREAK
I took last week’s Holy Week BREAK a bit too literally, so I’ll be back-dating some posts, especially pictures from services at St Mary’s Cathedral that all of us Miami seminarians served at. — a blessed experience indeed.
We were due in today by 9pm. 10pm NIGHT PRAYER was very reflective on the last 3 (busy) weeks by (rector) Fr Michael. [3 tracks, 1h]
+ JP’s back!
(video) “When God Ran” by Phillips Craig & Dean
On our first day of Holy Week break, our rector, Fr Michael, sent an email with a You Tube video link. It features clips from The Passion of the Christ movie to the Phillips Craig & Dean song “When God Ran.” — a powerfully good focus for reflection for entering Holy Week.
“Though he was in the form of God, Jesus did not deem equality with God something to be grasped. Rather, he emptied himself and took the form of a slave, being born of human estate, and it was thus that he humbled himself, obediently accepting even death, death on a cross!
“Because of this, God highly exalted him and bestowed upon him the name above every other name, so that at Jesus’ name every knee must bend in the heavens, on the earth, and under the earth, and every tongue proclaim to the glory of God the Father: JESUS CHRIST IS LORD!” — Philippians2:6-11
posting delay
Sorry for the silence for the last couple weeks. I was having trouble getting my pictures off my cell phone. Problem solved … so I’ll be backdating my post with my reflections for the last few weeks as I upload everything.
I’m still here … 🙂 This is the last week of classes before Holy Week break.
Today was a day off from classes due to our hectic weekend of Vocation Awareness Weekend where 70 guys from all over Florida came to see what seminary life is like and possibly discern if the priesthood is for them. Great weekend. Great guests. (I was Janet Jackson in the Saturday night skit … but I’ll explain later when I post some pics)
Patience … 🙂 … Be holy … Good night!
blackout + Bohemian food night
CULTURAL FOOD NIGHT — tonight was Bohemian Food Night. Good eatin’ and a sweet desert.
DOTS — power blackout — Jericho
last mid-term day + take home exam
After our last mid-term exam, we can go “home” for one week of mid-term break. I still, however, have a take home exam for Contemporary Philosophy that’s due by email by midnight. Six short-answer essay question about Kierkegaard, Marx, Adam Smith, Catholic Social Teaching, and Nietzche. Here’s a couple answers that I’m pretty confident of.
2. (Kierkegaard) What constitutes the most significant difference between the aesthetic and ethical choice? Explain.
The most significant difference between the aesthetic and ethical choice is whether or not someone makes a true choice ‘for the self.’ The more difficult choice is the ‘ethical’ choice, since in involves choosing to be who and what one truly and uniquely is by intimately ‘knowing himself’ with a constant ‘honesty to oneself’ and minimizing the temptations of easier, more convenient decisions. This leads to an authentic existence. One the other hand, ‘aesthetic’ choice leads to an inauthentic existence of compromising true selfhood in order to settle for the convenient outside (external) creating a ‘self lost in the they’ (the crowd, the mob, the inauthentic). Aesthetic choice is lost in the forest of ‘deliberation’ because it is ultimately afraid or simply unwilling to embark on something it fears, ceaselessly jumping from one source of enjoyment to the other, hoping to postpone the inevitable call to ‘be one’s self.” It does not make a true choice ‘for the self’ and, therefore, does not know itself but only thinks it does.
3. Explain the relationship of the ‘individual good’ and the ‘common good’ from the perspective of (i) Marx, (ii) Smith, and (iii) Catholic Social Theory.
(i) Marx minimizes the ‘individual good’ and give priority to the ‘common good.’ Since the human person is a producing, creating person, the individual’s value and importance is defined by our social relations, primarily in terms of economics, politics and society. His focus on the common good encourages policy to benefit ‘everyone’ in, at least, minimal personal needs, but at the expense of the wants of individuals. In his Communist model, the guidelines evidence this emphasis. The abolition of property and inheritances strip the individual of personal power. State centralized credit, banking, transportation, communication, schooling, labor & business oversight creates a dependence by the people to a shared ‘common good,’ but minimizes the unique and personal dignity of the ‘individual good.’
(ii) Smith gives priority to the ‘individual good’ over the ‘common good.’ The individual is empowered with opportunities of self-achievement through Capitalist avenues of mostly personal financial benefit. The ‘individual good’ may compromise the ‘common good’ by gaining such personal benefits at the expense, and from the work, of the poor working class. Even though the growth of the poor affect the individual manager, the extremely disproportional results minimize the personal dignity of needs of ‘all’ individuals. Government measures need to be put in place to somewhat offset the extreme costs to the ‘common good’ for the sake of justice.
(iii) Catholic Social Teaching carefully keeps a healthy balance between ‘individual good’ and the ‘common good.” The ‘common good’ indicates the sum total of social conditions which allow people, either as groups or as individuals, to reach their fulfillment more fully and more easily. A medium of ideas should constantly be pursued so as to uphold the benefits, while working for justice to maintain the dignity of everyone ‘individual good.”
There was a challenging question about how each of our studied philosophers touch on “human transcendence,” but I wasn’t inspired enough to answer with confidence.
ping pong champ + Snickers
Ping Pong Tournament Finals tonight. A great match-up that brought the whole house to watch a 5 game rally that keep everyone on the edge of their seats. We even had a break-time show. 🙂
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DOTS — Trustee Meetings — Bishop Lunch — washed dishes — Snickers Ice Cream — worked on Contemporary Philosophy take home mid term exam
ping pong + Jericho back
MINISTERIAL PRACTICUM — (yesterday) Multiple choice mid-term. [aces]
NEW TESTAMENT — mid-term exam. Multiple choice.
DOTS — dinner canolli — Medieval Philosophy study group — Jericho returns (finally!)
PING PONG — tonight was the last semi-final round for our Ping-Pong Olympic Tournament. Great match-up and awesome game, even with the “unruly crowd.” 🙂
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soldier charity + Catholic teacher + A River Runs Through It
MASS – (Fr Alvarez) — today is the feast day of St Jerome Emiliani. He was a soldier who left the military life to pursue great acts of charity, especially in caring for the sick in hospitals, the poor and children in orphanages. — his life resonates with me, especially with my past interest in the military (in which health concerns removed)
FIELD TRIP — for our Ministerial Practicum class, in the afternoon, we went to a local Catholic school to observe the teaching styles and techniques in order to prepare our own lesson plans. I was in a 7th grade English class at Immaculate Conception Catholic School and, embarassingly, couldn’t answer some of the questions my self. — when do you use who or whom?
MOVIE NIGHT — after dinner, the Humanities Department sponsored a movie night featuring A River Runs Through It with great discussion afterwards. — I didn’t get that deep into the movie, but after discussion, I have a greater appreciation for its subtle lessons and observation on life’s journey.
biggest Catholic secret + Modern Day Moses (song)
In Contemporary Philosophy class, our latest discussions have always come back to the treatment of the poor and ignored people in society. Karl Marx‘s Communist Manifesto seems to over-emphasize the poor in his philosophy while Adam Smith‘s The Wealth of Nations seems to minimize them. Fr Santos constantly compared & contrasted Communism with Captitalism with Catholic Social Teaching. He also reminded us of the Catholic Church’s greatest kept secret, the Compendium of the Social Doctrine of the Church that highlights the social teachings of the Church. It’s a great read and good for spiritual reading. [text available on Vatican website here]
As I was seaching YouTube, I also found a video for a song that fits my reflections today. It’s another song by Kendall Payne (one of my favorite Christian vocalist). It’s not that well known, but is probably my favorite of hers to date. It’s off her first album Jordan’s Sister, called “Modern Day Moses.” Here’s the lyrics:
a modern day Moses, waking the streets
with shouts of glory, blistered feet
he’s met the maker, he’s met the reason he’s alive
and he’s on fire inside

a modern day mother, living in the slums
feeding the hungry, making sure the race gets run,
always asking if we fought with steady feet
she fights on her knees
let my people go (4x)
a modern day Martin in a world of civil words exchange
but dreaming bigger, thinks maybe he could make a change
he’s heard the stories, he wants some of his own
and he’s not alone. (no, no, no ...)
[chorus]
(bridge)
the time is not the moments here,
walk in faith or stand in fear
change the course of history,
did you ever think, no one ever though
— who would have believed?
a modern day Me, what have i become, what can i be?
if there is greatness out there to be achieved
i want to be more than someone who just passes through this life
i want to stand up for what is right
[chorus]
The YouTube video (above), featuring Kendall Payne’s song Modern Day Moses, is just a collage of scenes from 7th Heaven of people that the Camden family has helped over the years. I’ve never been a big 7th Heaven fan, but charity is a great running theme for this post, so it’s ok here! 🙂
Lent + ashes + fast + abstinence
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MASS – (Fr Michael) — today is Ash Wednesday, the first day of the 40 days of the Lenten season. The homily challenged us to, not only give from our convenience or surplus, but to “give from our want.”
(ARCH of MIAMI) LENTEN REGULATIONS 2008 — The holy season of Lent begins on Ash Wednesday, February 6.
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Both Ash Wednesday & Good Friday are days of abstinence from meat for all who are fourteen (14) years and older.
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They are also days of fast (one full meal and two small meals, with nothing eaten between the meals) for adults from twenty-one (21) to fifty-nine (59) years of age.
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All Fridays of Lent are days of abstience from meat for those fourteen (14) years and older.
I found a comedian talking about Lent & Ash Wednesday. — funny
In the Acts of the Apostles (Acts 10:9-16), St. Peter has a vision in which God reveals that Christians can eat any food. So, when we abstain, it’s not because the food is impure; we’re voluntarily giving up something good, for our spiritual benefit.
More info on Lenten fasting & abstinance on EWTN & About.com (fast & abstinence)
St Brendan chapel + SJV chapel
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After a long evening walk with some seminarian brothers, we stopped at St Brendan’s Catholic Church adoration chapel since it’s next door to the seminary grounds. Actually, last September 2007, this adoration chapel was the site of an alleged sillouette of the Holy Family on a white tapistry. The sillouette was cast by a shadow from a candle. The alleged event lasted a few day and even made it in the local Miami Herald. — this is my first time in the beautiful chapel myself.
I also took a picture a few days ago of one of our seminary adoration chapels on campus here at St John Vianney College Seminary. It’s located upstairs at the end of the hall of the seminary dormitory. — a great place to spend time with the Lord
the NAC seminary in Rome
Tonight, after dinner, we had a presentation about The Pontifical North American College seminary in Rome. A priest (formation leader) from Rome showed a great video and answered questions about “the NAC.” When Bishops in the US see potential charism in mature seminarians & priests, they occasionally send them to continue their formation in Rome, usually studying in specific programs that Bishops see a need for in their diocese.

As a new Pre-Theology seminarian here in little old St John Vianney College minor seminary in Miami, Florida, it was all new to me and very interesting. For the first 2 years, you don’t leave Rome. Many of the classes are in Italian. It sounds like a great opportunity and gift to be chosen, but is a big change and quite intimidating. That’s probably why they select men who are mature and fairly sure of their priestly vocation for such a big step. Their website is @ pnac.org.
Coincidently, a few days ago, I found a blog of Ted Martin, a seminarian of Kalamazoo, Michigan that is currently in his first year of theological studies at the Gregorian University living at the NAC in Rome. He’s got some great pictures of his experience in the Vatican. His blog is @ theodoremartin.blogspot.com — I’ll definitely check it out every now and then.
Chinese New Year food night — Sr Ann May
CULTURAL FOOD NIGHT — tonight was Chinese Food Night, especially since the Chinese New Year in of Feb 7th. Lots of great food and lots of work. We were entertained by a video of Chinese dancing and singing and after dinner, 2 of our seminary student sisters (Daughters of St Paul) performed a traditional Chinese dance. The sad part of the evening, however, was the announcement that Sr Ann May is being transfered to Philadelphia after our mid-semester break in 2 weeks. — we’ll definitely miss her and keep praying for her 😦
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