300 – refuse external trappings
MASS – (Fr Santos) —
In today’s readings, Jesus speaks with “authority” to both preach and heal. Fr Santos (in his first Mass at SJV) began his homily by using the movie 300 to stand firm in beliefs and not be dependent on outside influences. He used the scene where Xerxes (Persians king) offers Leonidas (Spartans) money and power to surrender. Leonidas stood for principles of country, honor & his people — he refused external trappings. The Greek word for “authority” is “exusia” and means “from within your own being” which Jesus did everything by (as opposed to Rabbis and prophets who prefaced what they said with footnotes). In seminary, we’re call to focus on our own individual call (from within) to preach and heal with the “authority” of the true priesthood found in Christ Jesus. — I pay attention to any point made using a cool movie.
SPANISH 2 – (Dr Jimenez) — If “failo” means “to fail,” then I “failo” the test (needs past PRETERITE form – which I don’t know either) of the first 11 chapters of our spanish book (which was taught in Spanish 1). I over-studied last night to the point it all mixed into zero usability. Of all my classes this semester, I will need to put extra effort into Spanish.
LUNCH — we had tuna burgers. I’ve never heard of one and took a picture. — it was good.
OLD TESTAMENT – (Fr Michael) — we learned methods of studying Scripture — Fundamentalist, Historical-Critical, Human Sciences, and Contextual approaches. Need to read chapters 3 & 4 for next week.
EVENING PRAYER — a major lightning strike (nearest to me nonetheless) in the middle of prayer scared the life out of all of us.
VIRUS ATTACK — as I’m writing this post, my computer got attacked by a virus on my Shared Documents folder. — 2 scares in the same day.
pre-Socratics – Luther – service – Shrine
Monday started out-of-whack without morning Mass (because we’re going to the Shrine tonight). — lots of Laboring done today.
MODERN PHILOSOPHY – (Fr Santos) — we continued from the Rhineland Mysticism (late Mid-Ages) through Martin Luther (1483-1546). As I start digesting some of this stuff, my thoughts and slow “question-generator” are interupted by others’ quick comments & questions. I know I’m slow with the processing, but at least Wednesday will be a “question-day.” I need to remember to look-up Meister Eckhart and his doctrines. We got back our True/False Quiz from Friday. 10 out of 15 is not good — but some of those were tricky.
ANCIENT PHILOSOPHY – (Fr Santos) — we covered 8 pre-Socratic philosophers like Thales of Miletus, Anaximenez, Anaximander, Heraclitus, Pythagoras, Parmenides, Zeno, & The Atomists (Democritus & Leucippus). We got back out Quiz from Friday. 10 out of 10 — I need to enjoy it while I can … they WILL get harder.
ARTS & IDEAS – no Fr Vallee today, still on Labor Day vaction — must be nice.
MINISTERIAL METHODS – (Fr Michael) — we reviewed the definition of “ministry” and discussed the broader call the “service” that all ministers should have. We were given Colossians 3:12-23 to meditate on throughout is week with Lectio Divina. — what is holding me back from having a true heart of service?
LECTURE AUDIOS – I recorded today’s 3 lectures on my mini digital audio recorder. It took a while to figure out how to convert the big WAV format to MP3, but I finally found a way to normalize & convert to MP3 @ 24kps. I also put copies in a Lecture folder on my Shared Docs in case someone else from class wants a copy.
8pm MASS @ Shrine of Our Lady of Charity – we carpooled for a Mass ending the Novena to Our Lady of Charity. A beautiful spanish Mass in a beautiful shrine. We each received a Papal blessing & picture of Pope Benedict XVI. Trying to understand the spanish homily only reminded me to finish studying for an eleven chapter Spanish test in the morning.
audio recorder & wake
Today, after brunch, I headed homeward to spend some time with family and friends. I got a SanDisk mini audio recorder/player so I can record some lectures in class. I stopped by my parish to drop off some CCD resources I had and say hi to Fr Dalton (pastor) — he said looked good in black (in my formal suit). I only dropped by on my way to a wake for a friend’s father who died on Friday (from cancer).
Y.E.S. Retreat video
I can’t seem to install my Pinnacle video editing software on my laptop to finish editing the Y.E.S. Retreat video. I’ll have to finish it on break in October. Sorry for the delay, everyone!
For status of the Y.E.S. Retreat video, the MASTER LIST of YES event links is HERE.
movies – Greeks & 3 Amigos
MASS – (Fr Joseph) — Today’s gospel was the parable of “the ten virgins” with lamps awaiting the bridegroom — 5 were foolish (unprepared) and 5 wise (constantly ready). We are called to constantly be alert, prepared and ready for what the Lord has in store for us.
MODERN PHILOSOPHY – (Fr Santos) — Quiz today was 15 true & false question with tricky wording. We reviewed the events of the time that contributed to the Modern Philosophy.
ANCIENT PHILOSOPHY – (Fr Santos) — Quiz today was listing philosophy’s “3 major concerns” and “4 major problems” with short explanations. We discussed “2 ways of understanding” with lots of subcatagories that wrap around my notes.
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ARTS & IDEAS – no Fr Vallee today (vacation) — but we watched a 2.5 hour PBS special on “The Greeks, the Cradle of Civilization” in the cinema room. We took a break for lunch and finished in the afternoon.
ACOLYTE TRAINING — the new guys were oriented for serving Mass or reading this afternoon. I’m serving as Acolyte a the end of the month and haven’t served Mass since 6th grade.
EVENING – watched “The 3 Amigos” — remembering the “singing bush,” “the invisible swordsman” and their trademark demonstration (of a hernia exam).
Rector’s Conf – isms
Tonight’s “Rector’s Conference” was the 2nd part in a series on “Reason, Formation and Relationship with Christ.” I’m slow at taking down notes, so I welcome corrections or addition.
I. Intro: Acts 14:8-18 & Romano Guardini
II. Atheism vs. Theism
A. Alasdiar MacIntyre
B. Neitzsche & Kierkegaard
C. John Paul II
III. Rationalism vs. Fideism / Reductionism vs. Dualism
IV. Reason, Faith and the Beyond
Vuestra merced
SPANISH 2 – (Dr Jimenez) — reviewed direct & indirect & reflexive pronouns as well as some tricky stem-changing verb conjugations. Cool fact: “Ustedes” actually comes from “Vuestra merced” = “Your mercy” which is very formal, old and not used today. — I’ll try to remember to use that when I get stuck answering a question in class.
RECTOR’s CONFERENCE – (Fr Michael) — tonight was part 2 of 3 on a series called, “Reason, Formation & Relationship with Christ.” (I’ll post some exerpts separate) Afterwards, the new men met in small groups for dicussions.
stained glass & blue mop
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MODERN PHILOSOPHY – (Fr Santos) — we continued with Judeo-Christian thought.
ANCIENT PHILOSOPHY – (Fr Santos) — we continued with Greek thought.
ARTS & IDEAS – (Fr Vallee) — we discussed the stained glass in our Chapel & Cafeteria (I need to take some pictures) as well as slides of various art; including Monet’s Waterlilies, Van Gogh’s Sunflowers, Rembrandt‘s Prodigal Son Returns, & DaVinci’s Last Supper.
WORKLIST & HOLY HOUR — today, I was assigned “Sacristy” and mopped the floors again. Lesson learned: Don’t pick the “blue mop,” because the strands loop around and get stuck on anything protruding from the floor under the pews (like edges, screws, etc.). — Even though it’s pretty hot inside the Chapel around 2pm, there’s an extra feeling of satisfaction to cleaning the Lord’s house.
Spanish 2 – Intro to OT
SPANISH 2 – (Dr Jimenez) — from the moment he walked in, the professor spoke Spanish to us for nearly 45 minutes straight, asking question and having us each answer. I looked around and everyone seemed calm, while I was clicking my heals to “There’s no place like Spanish 1.” When he finally spoke English and assured us we’d review over the next few classes, my heartrate dropped. — I need to start reviewing TODAY.
INTRO to OLD TESTAMENT – (Fr Michael) — our class size is so big (30+) that we meet in the library. We covered “Questioning Skills” (Bloom’s Taxonomy), “What is the Bible?”, “Senses of Scripture” and Letio Divina. It’s all of stuff because it’s a 2.5 hour class only once a week. Thank goodness the PowerPoint presentation will be available for us, ‘cuz I can’t write very fast. I asked a question about using paraphrase Bibles, like “The Message” (that Protestants like a lot) and, as I expected, we shouldn’t use them for Scripture study nor Lectio Divina — since it seriously compromises the “literal sense” of Scripture. — how ironic that Protestants (who claim “sola scriptura“) would use a “paraphrase” Bible as their point of reference.
classes begin
MASS – (Fr Alvarez) — day one for classes was significant, so I took a picture. (I forgot what the homily was about — sorry Father)
MODERN PHILOSOPHY – (Fr Santos) — we started reviewing the 4 philosophical eras: ancient, medieval, modern and contemporary. We also started the “3 concerns of philosophy” being God, the world, and the human being. — it started out simple enough.
ANCIENT PHILOSOPHY – (Fr Santos) — we started with some Greek philosophers like Socrates, “3 major concerns,” and “4 problems with philosophy” — (1) ultimate reality, (2) permanence vs change, (3) matter vs mind/spirit, and (4) unity vs plurality. — having “Ancient” AFTER “Modern” is going to mess with my head.
ARTS & IDEAS – (Fr Vallee) — this is actually a freshman level course that introduces the relationship between art history and philosophy. We’re going to watch movies like “300” and Star Trek II, Wrath of Khan … cool.
MINISTERIAL METHODS – (Fr Michael) — this course is an introductory couse to prepare us for our “Apostalic Work” that we’ll be assigned to next year, like teaching CCD, visiting hospitals and retirement homes, and visiting the homebound. Today we defined a “working” definition for ministry — “CHRISTIAN MINISTRY is the public activity of a baptized follower of Jesus Christ flowing from the Spirit’s charism and an individual personality on behalf of the Church to proclaim, serve, and build up the Kingdom of God.”
Faculty Lunch – bad cannoli
Today was the first time we got to wear our “formal” black suits (every Sunday) for Mass. Archbishop Favalora came to celebrate the Mass of the Holy Spirit with us. With another engagement shortly afterwards, he couldn’t stay for our “Faculty Luncheon,” but he did take a picture with all the Miami seminarians (I hope I can get a copy to post here).
The “Faculty Luncheon” was very nice — great food, fancy tablewear, and Faculty announcements with presentation of the Dean’s Awards. My only complaint was dessert. I got excited when someone said we’re having cannolis, but after getting one, I noticed it had pieces of citrus fruit in it — that’s a first. The only thing I’ve had in a cannoli is chocolate chips — they’re great. But citrus? — it was ok, but a bit disappointing.
black suit jacket
Since we need to wear our black suits tomorrow for Mass (with Archbishop Favalora), I tried on my suit and realized my jacket is actually a dark grey, not black. So I drove around town to get a “black” jacket to complete my “formal” wear.
Gesu – Bayside – The Invasion
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In order to give the returning men room to get settled, the new men took a social trip to downtown Miami via Metro-Rail.
GESU CHURCH — our first stop was 12:05pm Mass at Gesu Church in downtown Miami, the oldest church in the Miami area, established by the Jesuits. It’s a beautiful church and the Mass was celebrated by Fr Michael & Fr Alvarez & (the pastor) Fr Alvarez.
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BAYSIDE — afterwards, we walked to Bayside, had lunch and shopped for most of the afternoon. We met at the “big tree,” saw the “One Man Band,” and walked by the “Torch of Friendship” that JFK had made with all the Latin American countries (except Cuba was missing?). — it was hot
EVENING — since the returning men were starting their Day of Recollection retreat tonight, we were kindly asked to “leave the seminary” and not to come back before 11pm — nobody argued with that. Most of us went to the Dolphin Mall to see a movie. Since most of the movies we were interested in were sold out or at late times, I recommended (probably for the last time) “The Invasion,” an aweful movie choice. I don’t expect anyone to take my suggestions after that one. We still had a good time afterwards.
returning students – book sale
ACADEMIC SESSIONS – (Dr Morgan) — today, we had 3 morning session: (1) Humanities review, (2) Documentation guidelines (for writing papers), and (3) intro to the Theology program.
RETURNING STUDENTS — we welcomed the returning seminarians back this afternoon. I have a roommate (a senior) until they move the Pre-Theology guys (me included) out to nearby off-site housing in October. In the evening, we did some fun icebreaker activities to get to know everyone, like the “Sound Partner” game.
BOOK SALE — the book sale is (technically) tomorrow morning, but with large number of guys, some of us got a chance to get our books today. I took a picture of my book for this semester, and there are still some on order.
FIU ropes course
I’m here without wireless
I’m finally at the seminary, but they haven’t given us access to wireless internet in our rooms yet, so I’m on the library computer. I have some pictures of my new “crib” and some posts I’ve been writing on my computer, and I’ll try to upload (and backdate them) when I get settled in.
Later.
[update: Sept 10, 2007] I’m slowly adding posts from the first 2 weeks of orientation, New Student Experience, as I have some free time. I’ll backdate them so they stay in order.
my room
“the worst temptation”
Before going to be, I read and meditated on the “Catholic One Year Bible” Passage of the day, which is Proverbs 21:2 … “We can justify our every deed but God looks at our motives.”
From a sermon years ago, I remember it said, “the worst temptation in the world is to do the right thing for the wrong reasons.” I’ve always identified with it and believe it to be true, but when I share the thought, it usually fall on deaf ears with, “that doesn’t make any sense.” I’m not very good at illustrating the statement, but I think this 2-week “New Student Experience” will help us newbies focus on the real “personal” discernment journey we are beginning toward the priesthood. Aside from the fellowship, the quiet times help us to focus on the voice that calls our hearts without the distractions of the everyday.
Our true “motives” should either bring more “joy” (as Fr. Michael said, “rest in the comfort of knowing the Lord is happy you’re responding to his call”) or greater frustration, if our reasons for wanting the priesthood are selfish. — I like it here … I feel at home … as the joy grows, I don’t feel worthy (like I’ve stolen someone else’s place).
NSE Day 1: Dinner & Icebreakers
As we finished Mass and stood in line for dinner, I noticed THEY HAVE DR. PEPPER!!! — God is good & wants me here!
Dinner with parents was followed by “see-you-laters” as we got to know each other better (questionable J ) with some crowd-breaker activities, including “Crazy Screaming Ninjas” & “Screaming Stares?” & “Embarrassing Introductions.” An informal “social” added to the fellowship. Finally, the day ended with Evening Prayer, call “Compline” (from Liturgy of the Hours) in the small chapel. Fr. Michael closed with (I paraphrase), “Rest in the comfort of knowing the Lord is happy you’re responding to his call.” — I’m tired and taking that to bed … tomorrow will be an eye-opener (since it hasn’t really hit me yet)
NSE Day 1: Arriving & Opening Mass
Today begins the first day of seminary for a 2 week long “New Student Experience” (NSE) before classes begin on August 27. I finally arrived with my parents after 3pm. I’m upstairs rooming with a senior (not here until Aug 23 for returning student). It’s only temporary, because there are a record 65 seminarians this semester, and 2 off-campus homes (nearby) will hold the Pre-Theologians (that’s me) in a few weeks (while they’re getting setup).
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The Mass, celebrated by Fr. Michael Carruthers (Rector – in charge), focused on St. John Vianney, the patron saint of diocesan priests, and who the seminary was named after.
The homily began with a story (that I’m trying to recall correctly) of a wise man who asked his students, “How do you know night has ended and daylight has begun?“ Some incorrect student answers included, “When you can tell the difference between an oak tree & a willow tree.” Another said, “When you can tell the difference between a dog & a wolf.” After all failed in their great efforts, the wise man said, “You know night has ended and daylight has begun when you can see everyone as a brother or sister.” (the veil of darkness is replaced by true sight) … That is what we are all called to.
The homily continued with St.John Vianney’s background. He was a French seminarian that had difficulties learning Latin (he may have had a learning disability) but became a priest due to his great devotion. He had difficult pastoral assignments, but always saw people as a brother or sister. He was known as such a good confessor that he would take confessions for most of the day.
EUREKA! The areas of the priesthood that I currently hold most dear is the merciful and healing grace of Reconciliation. I knew about St. John’s background, but his gift of confessor didn’t hit me til today. I think that’s a good sign.
A cool fact about the property! … the exact geographical center of the property is the Tabernacle … just as the Eucharist is the center of our lives. — that’s the heart of everything!










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